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wisteria28
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PathStep 10 Compassion hearts660 Forum posts213 Forum upvotes602 Current upvotes602 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2026 Member sinceJune 11, 2025
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I feel so angry
General Support / by wisteria28
Last post
 March 25th
...See more My mom and i had a fight kind of she has a habit of talking about other people a lot cousins,friends daughters ,random people in the internet to push me forward to perform more and i personally don'twant to hear it i do not care about others business comparing doesn't work on me either i got more snappy recently with my mom because i m just tired and i said when she was once again talking about my cousin "mom you already told us this before already"she frowned and scolded me for being disrespectful and left the room i knew she ll make the house *** for me as always she said she ll no longer be responsible for driving us anywhere so we live in our mom's apartment in another town since it is where my college is i got a bit angry and it took me some time to calm down i went to apologise later and she wouldn't even look at me she kept ignoring me throughout the day then she announced angrily that she ll no longer do anything for me or my sister who did nothing wrong i mean why punish her with me too she says she won't drive us or pay for any bills or do nothing and it isn't her responsibility mind you we aren't allowed to work my father made me apologise again and it has been the most humiliating experience of my life i ll never forget it even if i die my mom is always right she is never wrong and i m tired of all of this i kept saying i was wrong and it was a slip and she kept screaming at me saying she didn't raise me well that i m rude and she ll never forgive me ever the only thing that stopped her from hitting me is probably since i m old now it sure didn't when i was younger i wish she never gave birth to me i wish she got an abortion i wish i died instead of the baby boys they wanted so much i wish i could leave this house once and for all what pains me is that i don't hate my mom but she is making it so hard with everything in me to keep tolerating this i m tired and i know it won't end here she ll make it even bigger and torture me with it i feel so helpless i wish i was older i wish i didn't rely on them so much .
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Struggling to live
7 Cups Online Therapy / by wisteria28
Last post
 February 5th
...See more I feel so frustrated and alone i m always surrounded by others yet once in my life i wish to once be understood it's exhausting when no one notice your pain even when you clearly voice it over and over why does it feel like i ll be fine sometimes only for everything to crumble all over is this how i m supposed to live my life always sick of it always wishing for everything to stop i feel like i m drowning living feels like i m hanging by a thread i no longer wish for love or happiness i don't want anything i just want a reason to exist a reason to keep going because living is so painful and i feel like i can't anymore sometimes i wish i can give it all up yet if it wasn't for the religion that forbids me from it i wouldn't be alive at all i m so tired .
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Snow
General Support / by wisteria28
Last post
 December 19th, 2025
...See more This may seem random but is it snowing where you live? if it is what does snow look and feel like ?oh and what does it taste like? i really wish to see snow from the bottom of my heart it never snowed where i live it ll be a miracle if it does still praying 🙏🏻anyway if you can send pics it would really make my day ❤️
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Lost
7 Cups Online Therapy / by wisteria28
Last post
 December 22nd, 2025
...See more When you first step into adulthood you feel like you should know everything by now but then you realise you know nothing at all ,where you should be ,what you should do ,and who you are.I've been having that feeling a lot lately at 19 i wonder what path should i take and whether the one i m in is right ,what should i do next and whether i m truly happy.What do you guys think do you know what you are doing with your life? to those who are now fully adults in their 20s or 30s or older do you know what you are doing? and most importantly did you find happiness ?
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Jealousy
7 Cups Online Therapy / by wisteria28
Last post
 September 27th, 2025
...See more During my first two years of university and after I got into medicine i have been on low spirits and was deppressed for a long time and struggled with loving life i no longer wanted to live which impacted ny academical level ,that only made my state worse since i ve been blaming myself for it constantly and became more and more anxious and disappointed with myself i think i m recovering pretty well i no longer feel deppressed sometimes maybe a little down but at least now i think i have something i want to live for so i decided i m going to start this new year well and try my best to excel in my studies and i got close to someone recently a new friend and classmate who is one of the tops students she is amazing and we have so much in common but i can't shake the feeling of jealousy and insecurity i have everything i do she does better i can't help but feel sad and anxious and panicked when i think about it i just feel like all my life i ve been trying to become perfect but i lost so much along the way and eventually broke down meeting people whome i consider perfect makes me think why didn't i try harder why did I have to be so weak why am i not like that i can't help it what do i do
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Sensitive
7 Cups Online Therapy / by wisteria28
Last post
 August 7th, 2025
...See more I don't know why but i ve been feeling more sensitive lately every little thing someone says to me triggers me especially from my parents if my dad says he doesn't like my heels or if mom tells me i should work more on school and try harder and use less screen time if someone asks about how i m doing in school or compares me to my sister i feel sad or down those things never bothered me before so i don't know why they do now and i know this is not a healthy response and instead of that i should work on myself better but u wonder why i became so sensitive
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Therapy
7 Cups Online Therapy / by wisteria28
Last post
 July 25th, 2025
...See more To those who tried therapy before did it help with your mental issues ?was it worth it?hoes does it work does the therapist simply listen to you or do they analyze your situation to find out its causes and gives you solutions ?
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I m feeling disgusted with myseld
Addiction Support / by wisteria28
Last post
 August 6th, 2025
...See more I saw something i shouldn't have and i m feeling angry at myself disgusted shame i kept scratching my arms in the shower but i feel unclean i m not supposed to be like this i m not the kind of person who do this things so why why can't I stop why can't i control myself why i do i feel like i m possessed this things makes me hate myself what should i do how do i quit i only do it once in a while maybe once a month but still i want to stop entirely
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