What makes you cry whenever you think of it?
What makes you cry whenever you think of it, or remember "it"
@courageousSea3404
Great question - It's a great way for to practice vulnerability.
For me, it's when I think of loosing a family member.
What about you? 💛💫
I am way too vulnerable; I wish there was a way to be less vulnerable. I need alligator skin sometimes. But on the flip of a coin I won’t care about anything. It will be “eh, can’t do anything about it now; why care?”
my dogs always get to me though. My ‘puppy’ (she is 3 now, but for the first few days/weeks we had her we couldn’t decide on a name and just called her puppy. So it stuck, even though her name is Belle) sometimes just thinking about how much I love her and how much she loves me makes me cry. Even when I am in a stoic/non caring mood.
@courageousSea3404 a lot of things to be honest... when I think of how I was taken for granted in previous relationships. When I think of my parents' relationship being so bad and toxic and they put me in the middle of it. When I think of me not getiing where I want in life. When I think of a life where I'm sad all the time...
Those r the things I was able to remember lol
@courageousSea3404
the amount of people ove let take advantage of me
@courageousSea3404
The beautiful oceans and great seas are being polluted 😂
My past relationships, constant fear and anxiety of something happening to my children, the overwhelming pressure of those around me, feeling like I should be further along in life
The fact that im stuck in a shitty job and I still don’t have a car and my family thinks im a loser
@courageousSea3404 the best memories we had before everything went left😔
same
I could list a lifetime of “memories” but at this point in my “life” it would be knowing the simple fact of my failure everyday to not have the true desire and motivation to change my life.
I could list off my severe depression and social anxiety among a lot of excuses and they are deeply rooted in me but I have painted myself into this corner I am in and with all the idiocy going on in this world, the back and forth of everyone judging and deciding how everyone else should live their lives, even if it is behind closed doors in their own home. The violence and the lies and the lack of self respect and responsibility. Why would I want to try and become a part of a society that barely, if at all, practices/believes in tolerance but preaches acceptance.
Realizing that I am doomed to the waste of a life I am living yet that life is better than dealing with most of society is something that makes me cry on a daily basis.
I lost my mom back in 2011. She sadly took her own life, and I still cry to this day over it. I do take some comfort in knowing that one day I will get to see her again in Heaven.
@courageousSea3404 My father I guess
