Traumatic Experiences Community Daily CheckIn - Wednesday 3rd May 2017
Hello, you lovely people out there, how are you doing today? Me. Ive been busy today, trying to find some me time, in the middle of a hectic week. The weather is miserable but hey, we can bring our own sunshine to our lives. What happened in your world today?
This space is yours, to let us know whats happening in your world, how your day has been, is it a good day, bad day or inbetween? Healing from Trauma is hard work, there are ups, there are downs, there are tears, and there successes and achievements. It can be tough going but always know, we are here for you :) Always reach out if you can for some support for your deserve that :)
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It's been alright. Not too bad. I really just wanna eat crap but I got a sandwich with avocado spread instead of mayonnaise and I know it won't taste the same cuz I had the same one yesterday but I have to cancel out the cookies somehow 😬
@BeeLeigh
I cancelled everything but water all day so going to reward with PIZZA~
Today is ok, my busy day with the babies!
Today is ok. I feel sad and had a bad counseling appointment yesterday.
@KLM3278 Sorry to hear your counselling appointment did not go as you would have liked? What upset you about this KLM? Was it just tough going or did anything in particularly cause you to feel this way?
@dancingRainbow45
Well, I was already feeling nervous and anxious. I was sitting in the waiting room and he came to get me like he always does. And at the end of the hall was another counselors room. That door open as I was walking and I save them look at each other and it was how they did that, and how I was in the middle, and I have a hard time having someone behind me! And the hallway is narrow and I felt like I was trapped and I also thought their look was very strange. It made me feel so bad. So then when he closed the door I couldn't breathe and I was sweating and couldn't talk much. He said what is wrong? I couldn't say. He stared at me more than normal and it made it worse and I felt terrible! I left and went home and cried. It was a horrible experience and it didn't feel ok and it makes me not want to go back!!
@KLM3278 Im sorry you have found this experience to be so upsetting for you that you feel like not going back. Is it possible for you to share with your counsellor how this made you feel? Do you feel that he is aware of how bad you are feeling about this? Would it be helpful do you think to try and explain to him what exactly about this situation made you feel as you did so perhaps he can help you work through these difficult feelings?
@dancingRainbow45
Ok. Talking with him about how it made me feel is probably a good idea. Not going back would be a bad idea. I guess I know that deep down. It just was all so weird. The look on their faces made me feel so bad and I hate feeling trapped in that hallway! Talking about it will be hard but maybe it's important to try and do. I know he can't read my mind. Thanks for your encouragement and ideas.