Very Sad
I am feeling very lonely, sad, overwhelmed, isolated, depressed and frustrated. I am really struggling with being able to release my feelings and emotions. I am going through abuse at home. My parents are verbally abusing me and hitting me all the time. They always tell me that I am not important and that no one cares about me. I am also being sexually abused by my uncle. He has been telling me that I am not allowed to tell anyone. I feel so upset. I should have stopped it even though I tried. He has been very hurtful. I am also being bullied by a group of girls at school. They keep calling me stupid, ugly, fat, a loser, a loner, worthless and not important. These things make me feel very hurt. Everything that I have been going through is very difficult to handle. I feel so alone and would really like someone to talk to. I have been having thoughts of self harm I feel like everyone would be happy if I wasn't here anymore. My parents say they don't love me and they wish that I didn't exist.
forget your parents & whether they love you or not just focus on loving yourself because I'm telling you're worthy of love & one day you'll wake up grateful that you didn't hurt yourself be sure about that... & about the abuse try to contact whatever authority figure you have in your country that's dealing with abuse, you should talk & make it stop, don't let anyone abuse you in any way dear. you're worth your life!
I would be sad if you weren't around anymore, Star. You have survived a lot. I hope you can concentrate on surviving until you have finished school and have more freedom to get away from all this. You really deserve better.
You definitely do not deserve what you are going through and it makes me sad knowing your family treats you as such. I pray you will soon see better days. You deserve a much better life and I have no doubts you will ontain it sooner rather than later.
Regardless of what your family have said, please contact the authorities in your country. Abuse is never justifiable nor right, and there are people and resources to help you get out of your situation.
You seem like a very strong person and you will pull through this. Keep your head held high and know that all things pass in time.
Best wishes to you, and keep reaching out.
I feel very sad for ur family members who don't realize ur worth....u r a gift on earth...God's creation... Never try to hurt urslf or end ur life...time always passes....nd so u need not feel depressed... U r not a loser...absolutely not....infact u r a true hero to have taken things till now... Abt the abuse...there r things we must learn to break...nd u shud go for it...u shud jst stop him frm abusing u...nd u will feel good... Jst believe in urslf...nd try to b happy...nd trust God... U will come over everything...nd u surely deserve the love nd care of ppl....all the bst for ur life.