I’m scared
I’m scared I made a mistake. I finally opened my heart again after getting abused for years. He is amazing. But he is going thru some things that make him totally different and more similar to my ex. I get triggered daily. I have PTSD. I’m constantly going thru anxiety and depression. I’m scared I’ve chosen someone who will treat me badly, because lately he has been treating me differently than he has. We have been together for 6 months. Is this that time in the relationship when I see the “real” him? Did I make a mistake? I love him more than anyone I ever have. I feel blindsided and confused. I often blame myself. Maybe all I deserve is to be treated like I’m disposable. Is that all there is?
@amicableKiwi7800
It is hard to not second guess yourself and there have been examples in my life where people choose the same basic type of personality /person over and over.
I think people have different time frames in dating before they really see the "real " person or glimpses of what may come. Love is not always blind but it does IMO make us look over flaws or issues that if we saw in a friends relationship...... we might be concerned.
Keep your eyes open try to be rational and remember red flags are red flags.