On a deadline, but...

On a deadline but --- I'm hoping that things may change for the better soon! 

I made a past post explaining some of the trauma I've dealt with. Right now, my chronic pain has been making it difficult for me to go back into the workforce. I get sharp chest pain, cramps, and my entire back hurts along with the rest of my body. I've been bedridden for a few days and in extreme pain, while feeling nauseous and dizzy in the mornings...

I have a lot of issues crop up because of this, namely, I have no income.

And because of that, I'm getting evicted.

Also, I WOULD have income, but waiting on the disability letter and x-ray results from doctor to apply.

Furthermore, I need one last W2 to submit my taxes and be done (which I will show up to the temp agency in person in the morning), which will help me get about 5,5kEURO/6kUSD.

Already applied for utility help, attempted to apply for rental assistance, but was denied because they stated it is a once in a lifetime assistance program. Therefore, I have to call a few other places all over again... Last time, I was told that I'm "doing too well", so they couldn't offer me rental assistance...I have a little one that I care for, so it's not easy.

I applied for free legal consultation, and waiting on that as well...
Just been stressed out... I can't even afford the medication the doctor prescribed...

I like to problem solve, but can't do anything as it is a waiting game...

I've already messaged and called doctor a few times, so maybe in the morning I will hear back.
Just annoyed, but...feeling hopeful that this all works out. 

I guess also...maybe I am selfish but...someone promised me not to worry prior, and said they could help with the rent and such, but turns out, they can't... I need to learn to rely more on myself for now on instead of others. I wish to be independent again. I wish to be able to provide for my family, but I'm failing...I wish I were healthy.

I have real estate classes, but even if I finished and earn a license, I can't do anything if I have to call off often or am bedridden.