hey
trigger warnings: sa, suicide
so recently my father was found out to have sa'd someone. I had to report. it was horrible and im only 15 years old. he was removed from our house and on house arrest with another family member and then he killed himself. obviously I am broken. to add another layer he was verbally abusive to me my whole childhood. I just wanted to share here i guess
@pinkiepie1724
I have no words. I am so sorry. What u doing now? How r u holding? What about your mom, close friends?
I have been struggling with sh. my relationship with mom is complicated. I have close friends and such. I just found this app to talk it thru more and make connections
@pinkiepie1724
People will definitely answer you and connect with you here. You can also try main chatrooms.
It is good to talk it through and somehow deal with it, the right way... because it is really something beyond words. You will be okay. Best of luck to you
@pinkiepie1724 Dear Beloved, I can feel your pain. Please share your thoughts and feelings with your support group and the people you trust. Try not to isolate yourself, as isolation can deepen emotional pain and make healing more difficult. Be around supportive people who can listen and comfort you during this difficult time. Whatever happened was not in your control, so please do not blame yourself. Sometimes life does not unfold the way we hope or expect, and that can be deeply painful. Give yourself time to grieve, heal, and process your emotions. Take things one day at a time, and lean on the support of those around you. You do not have to carry this burden alone. Be gentle with yourself, and remember that healing takes time. With support, patience, and self-compassion, this pain will gradually become easier to bear. Sending you strength and warm wishes.
