Call it what it is rape.

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Dear Diary,

I am going to try to keep it clean as I can. I am going to try to get this out of my head. I'm tired of it bugging me. Sorry if I make anyone uncomfortable. I'm sorry if you don't want to be my friend anymore. I understand. My friend told me that if I open up to my friends it will help me heal. I just hope they are right. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense.

So I moved this summer. I met my neighbor. I stepped out of my comfort zone and made friends with him. We talked constantly. We exchanged numbers. We talked/texted after hours. One night I fell asleep. He blew up my phone with what he was going to do to me the next day. I got scared. I ignored him. I hid in my house. He came over and apologized. He wanted to take me out to eat and to smooth things over. I said yes. We went to eat and he apologized. I thought he was genuine. He was driving us home.

*Ran out of room.

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