My life story (trigger warning)
I was born into a Christian cult. I was kept as a slave like many other children. I had to start having sex at the age of 4 beaten humiliated and kept in chains. 3 years ago a undercover police thing saved me and some others I'm 21 years old now I'll be 22 on thursday. I can't remember the last year or so I was with my owners which is probably for the best because during that time they shattered the bottom of my spine my legs became dead weights and when I was rescued they had to amputate my legs. I'm also missing a few of my fingers they were cut off by the bad people and I have lots of ugly scars. I know I love I'm a different country now in a safe place were I'm being protected and life is much better and happier now 🙂 I know I'm not alone in this I have spoke to a few people who have been through similar things. All we can do is keep trying things will get better ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I am deeply sorry that that happened to you while you were growing up and I am glad to hear that you are safe now. The best thing to do is work through the trauma and heal yourself.
Regarding the "Christian cult" that you grew up with, that's just a "Cult" and those people were evil. Anyone who would do that to children as what happened to you is anything but Christian. It's so upsetting to hear leaders try to cover up their wickedness by bragging that their "Christian." However, there is something wrong with them and not you.
@Summershy yeah I think they bought shame to that name. I don't think they were real Christians. Thanks for your kind words ❤
@Tinywhisper11
They were DEFINITELY not Christians!!! Jesus is love. There is no place in His kingdom for abuse and hatred and mistreatment and pedophilia.
@jesusredeemedme2425 yeah. I know that now ❤
you are such a strong Woman!
@jedi003 only because I have friends like you ❤
I agree. You're so strong to go through this, move on, and open up like this. You're an inspiration to many of us here who struggle with the life journey. Thanks!!!
@LostTurtle22 ❤ we are all warriors here we all have life battles to fight through ❤ thanks for your kind words ❤ much love to you
@Tinywhisper11
Happy birthday Tiny Whisper
@Tinywhisper11
First ...happy birthday Tiny.
Second ...I'm sorry you had to go through so much trauma so young. It sickens me to read how horribly you were treated .
Third as turtle said your an inspiration to many here.
I am so impressed you are so brave. And sharing here is a safe place.
7 cups has been incredibly helpful to me on my own personal healing journey. some people here saved me for sure. I was in alot of trauma some old some new and I didn't want to live but I connected with some pretty amazing people here and it turned me around. I also found an amazing therapist who is still guiding me through alot.
You are such an amazing young survivor and I feel you will do amazing things with your life to help others.
Best always ABB 💜
@amiableBlackberry92 aww hugs ❤ I agree there are a lot of amazing people here lots of support and kindness ❤ there are more good than bad in this world . I know that now I wish you all the best on your road to recovery too ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Just thought I would say that painting and writing in my journal is incredibly healing for me. Painting is like meditation for me and I understand meditation is really good for you. I have written so much I my notebooks I have 20+ journals full of all the things that happened to me and things I dream about doing that I never had an opportunity to do. I had lost hope for awhile but I'm actually finding it again. You give hope in your postings of survival. Thank you
ABB 💜
@amiableBlackberry92 always keep hope alive ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Hi Lola ❤️, I’m giving you a giant hug and sending all the love and warmth I can muster ❤️🩷🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🤍.
I woke up early today as I couldn’t sleep and thought to come on here, have just replied to your other post and realised i could check out your other posts on here to find this life story post of yours…
I am so sorry 💔… I am truly lost for words… I am so sorry…
I am just so glad you were rescued ❤️.
You really are an inspiration 🌟.
Thank you for being so brave, sharing your story with us. There is so much light, love and hope inside of you ❤️ 🙏🏻 😇 may it last always ～
❤️ I love you ❤️
@Tinywhisper11
just thought to let you know, I have just prayed for you 🙏🏻 ❤️🙏🏻❤️
@calmPomegranate2721 thankyou ❤❤ your the sweetestest ❤❤ this username thingy is gonna confuse me😂😂😂😂😂😂 gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ how are the kids?
@Tinywhisper11
😂 sorry… I hope it’s not causing any anxiety… I kinda have trust issues too so can understand if you think this person is being fishy with 2 accounts 🤔 😂.
… it’s kinda annoying me too, I’m not doing very well keeping my anonymity 😅 🤔.
my kids are well, thank you for asking 😊.
I hope you have a good day ❤️
sending you lots of love and warmth ❤️ 🙏🏻
@calmPomegranate2721 glad your kids are well ❤ and no it doesn't bother me, I just gotta try learn this name too. I'm rubbish at that😂😂😂 but I will learn ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
😅 how about I just stick to the green account.? It will make life easier for both of us…
@calmPomegranate2721 😂😂😂 good idea. But I learnt this name now!!!!!
@Tinywhisper11
I came across this post today. I am so sorry you went through such hardships. But yes there is always light at the end of the tunnel. You are a strong, independent woman now. I am so very proud of you Tiny. You have made some amazing friends here and brought smiles to many people here with your charming and witty words. I wish you the best in life. Always rooting for you in the background. 😊
@Comphi awwww ❤ thanks sweetie ❤ I love you ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
🫂 many many hugs for you😊
@Tinywhisper11 OMG Lola im so sorry! Thats horrible!! 😱😱😱
@Tinywhisper11 What country did that happen in??
@fearlessLake3608 America😞 the cult is quite big they own several places around America. I'm safe now in another country ❤
@Tinywhisper11 did the police arrest them all or are they still there?
@fearlessLake3608 their still going😥 videos were leaked on the internet of what was happening in theese places. It was actually the other countries that made threats and complaints for our country to step in and do something about it. So in the end a rescue mission, is what saved me and some others. But it was just a rescue mission, noone has been arrested
@Tinywhisper11
You're American?? I thought you were English... Now I know.
@jesusredeemedme2425 I'm from America, but I was moved to the uk for safety reasons
@Tinywhisper11
Which do you prefer? And which food is better? Hehe
@jesusredeemedme2425 uk and uk ❤