(Tw) My Trauma Story
So basically, I was in 6th grade. I had a babysitter who we think of as family, and all of my family loves her. Also, I have a dog that will play into this. So I was home alone with this babysitter, and I was making a snack, as usual. she came in behind me, and started to pick up part of my dogs toy as he watched. I still don't know exactly why, but he lashed out. (This is when it can be triggering) he jumped on her back and started to basically try to kill her. I turned around quickly, hearing the growling, and screamed. to this day, I still feel bad, becuase I stood there. I had no clue what to do. I kept screaming to get him off, but it didn't help. finally after around 30 seconds, I grabbed his collar and tried to pull him off but he didn't let go. I kept yelling for him to let go, and pulling until finally he did. I have developed a fear for dogs, and I have 3 triggers now. Thank you for reading this, and have a good day
@RandomHuman109
After facing such a traumatic experience, it's okay to fear dogs and be triggered by them. I hope things have gotten better for you over the years. You're not alone in how you feel. *offers hugs and strength*
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Here's the link to a self-help guide which might prove to be useful: Traumatic experiences
Take care~Sierra
I have had a similar experience and I know how traumatizing dog fights and attacks can be. Guilt is a common feeling that comes along with trauma sadly. A negative belief that it is your fault is often implanted. You did not perform the action, the dog did. You did not attack her, the dog did. Keep fighting! ~Brooke
