I think I was abused
I just want to share me story but to be honest I dont even know if it counts.
I dont know when it started, it happened for as long as I remember. Whenever my uncle would come over, (about every month or so) hed always make me sit on his lap. I always have and probably always will put others needs and desires before my own, and so even when I realized there were certain areas that are okay to touch and there are ones that arent and he was touching me in an area that didnt always make me feel safe, I still let him. Also because my parents would make me. Darby, why dont you go sit on your uncles lap? Except it wasnt a question. But so anyways I would and hed put his hand between my legs. He never said anything but sometimes hed move his hand in ways that made me feel sick, like hed grab and squeeze and stuff. Im pretty sure there was a couple times when I moved his hand but hed slowly inch it back between my legs again. The last time it happened I was 11 I think. Last year I told my school counselor(the one person that cares about me), and she called my parents and I had to talk to the police and stuff which was really scary. I was only twelve at that time. I guess they did a polygraph exam and he passed which makes me feel so bad because now I dont know if I made it up for attention or not. And I just want to say that all of you who read this are amazing and all of the survivors of abuse and assault are beautiful and deserve someone who loves them.
@Gaycutter101 Hi in my humble opinion someone putting their hand between a childs legs counts as abuse. I hope that we can listen and support you here.
@Gaycutter101
If it is important to you, then it matters to us! 
Yes, everything counts, your feelings, emotions and your memories! Your memories sound quite vivid as well as person specific! I imagine that was quite difficult to not only have lived with this for so very long and not be able to share it but then also share your story with your counselor, your parents and the authorities.
Just because someone is able to pass a polygraph, does not mean that they are guiltless. Many a sociopath is able to pass a polygraph test and this is why they are no longer admissible in court.
I send you love and *hugs*
@Gaycutter101
That's abuse. He had no right to do that. That definitely counts.
If I understand correctly, when he passed the exam, you felt as if you might have just made it up, and now you question if it was even real. You're questioning your own actions. I think I can relate to this.
Back in December, my ex-best friend and I had a massive fight. She made me delete the texts. Then she told me I never even said sorry. Even though I knew I had a habit of apologizing too much, I believed her. I thought I was a heartless jerk who couldn't even apologize. Turns out I had apologized 5 times, even when I had done nothing wrong. Perhaps your mind is doing something similar to you.
Also, if it's of any help, polygraphs aren't as accurate as they claim to be. Not a lot of people know that, so the police are free to use it as a trick to get the suspect to confess. They are more likely to just tell the truth if they think they're going to get busted anyway. Your uncle might have known that, and not been as nervous. Or, he could just be a good liar. Just because the polygraph said it didn't happen doesn't mean it didn't happen.
@Gaycutter101
i am sorry this happened to you. what happened to you was abuse, and no you aren't seeking attention. your body is YOUR BODY. you decide what happens to it. I am so sorry you aren't receiving the support you need from your parents.
I am a survivor and yes it is real.
If you walk away from it mentaly because your not sure, that is ok for now. But I will tell you that TIME is an amazing quality that we all equally have. It holds secrets until it goes its cycle. Then the door opens to reveal its secrets... God is on your side because of time... He owns it and runs it.. Say I will give this to you to take care of for me and I will go back to my life wonderful life you planned, so i can succeed and live the purpose you gave me.. BE STRONG AND OF GOOD COURAGE!!
Hang in there you have lots of support!!