Delusion of Grandeur
"No friends, selected family, all for the goal of collecting Grammys"
Basically stressed out my mind tryna to be the best rapper of all time. And I don't care about what people think of what I say or the social stigmatization of some rappers I just need to get this off my mind. Art is all Iv'e ever known. So f- it, I'm going full throttle and risking everything for this. My desire, my passion, my purpose. Cus I got one life to live, and imma live this thing to the fullest. When I'm on my deathbed whether that's in conventional hospital terms or in an altercation I can leave this world knowing I did what I wanted to. Show the world my art, the extension of myself that will be remembered forever. Music, Movies, Television, Cartoons, Aid. And yeah I'm not completely selfish and I wanna help the world, from just making people hold on for one more day with my music to toppling these politicians off the system they've been feasting on for years. And that is pretty much looking at life like a video game. I'm just trying to do my best for myself and others. Prove something to others but more to myself. That I am who Iv'e Said I am all my life. Misunderstood, different, family life where I had to clench my tongue because retaliation would only give these hypocrites satisfaction. My life, my story, my glory. Follow your passion, no one knows you better than yourself. And if you believe you can do it, go out into this reality and do it.
and that didn't really encompass my desire that good so. In the infinite universe among all the trillions of formations of planets and stars, I'm gonna be the best for the sake of myself and others. And then like everyone else fade into the unknown with my work being remembered forever. My Word, basically.🗒️
-My Flow is nasty like sewage.

@chrome34
@chrome34 Thank you for sharing 💖🥰

@chrome34
love the words wish i could hear the flow with a beat
I can see that you are very determined to achieve your dream and i believe you'll make it. I have some advice about career choices that i wanted to share. You may know about the "follow your tools" advice. Basically it is suggesting that you should consider the strength you have and turn it into something that can support you financially. If you are great with anything other than the arts you should probably consider taking it seriously. I'm not saying that you should give up on your dream but i understand that making money from artworks is hard for artists who are just starting. And since you are saying that your family is stressing you out then you may need a source of income to fund yourself. And please don't risk it all, you should only take risks when you have something for backup. You should also consider taking small steps like writing lyrics, co-producing,...(idk) for small artists and see how it's going. All the best to you 💗