I hate my birthday
And it's your birthday, I am turning 28. I'm alone in my room. My family is sleeping, but they were very tired so I understand... feeling lonely and nervous and disappointed with life, and I don't know what's the meaning of all of this and life. Maybe some people will wish me tomorrow, but this emptiness... you know? But I'll be trying to enjoy it. Not for myself, but for other people. Anyone who wishes me, I will make sure that they feel some kind of joy from me. Maybe that's what I should dedicate my life to ...making other people happy and not expect happiness for myself. Maybe the anxiety will never go away but you can keep trying.
Just a journal and a rant! Thanks for reading! 🌻
Happy birthday bro 🎂
@warmheartedTangerine6962
@warmheartedTangerine6962
Happy Birthday! 28 years young!
Happy birthday don't wait for people to celebrate you celebrate yourself and embrace how you feel . May this year bring you all the joy and peace you deserve
I have an answer to your question about the meaning of life if you want to hear it.
I want to
@warmheartedTangerine6962
Happy Birthday 🥳 🥳 🥳 🎂 🎂 🎂 🎂 🎁🎁🎁🎁🎁🎈🎈🎈🎈🎊🎊🎊🎊💖💖💖
Happy 28th Birthday 🎂 🎊
And I kinda relate with this feeling.. all I wanna say is "what we give, comes back to us ".. if u make other people happy, u sure will get that happiness back 10x in some way.. so never lose hope and have a great one... 🤍
P.S. don't forget to have lots of cake, i know it has lots of cals, but just enjoy life, eat wht u want, live the way u want to... 🌸💙💙
@warmheartedTangerine6962
Happy Birthday!! 🐾💝 May this year bring you lots of joy and lovely memories 🍀 You're not alone, and you truly matter 💜 Sending you loads of love and *Biggggggg hugs* 🐞💕🥰
@warmheartedTangerine6962 I love my birthday because I love myself. Maybe this day isn't matter to anyone but for me, the day I was born to be a better version. Without it, I wasn't born. Anyways, today is my birthday too. Happy birthday for you and me. I'm finding my time to write a thread and wish me 🤣
@HealingwithMinionn Happy Birthday to you too!! 🐾💝🥰
True. Birthdays were supposed to be a happy thing. Making oneself happy. But lately even I don't like my b'days from past 3 years. It makes you sad. And introspect yourself. What am I chasing? You get weird attention from people just for a day.. That's totally unnecessary. So I do get what you said. And happy birthday from a stranger.
