I realise somethings
I cannot keep blaming others for my wrong doings,
Even if I was young even if the environment sucked.
It's me who choose to do them.., it's unfair for those impacted because of it. I cannot change my past... But I'll change how I'm from further on.
I want to be someone to be safe around... someone who's responsible, now that I'm 17... I realise from now onwards is gonna be even harder studies,goals and life in general.
I don't want those guilt to make me someone worst but I want to do something to contribute or help people and children going through them.
I'm not a hero but I don't want to become someone's villain either.
I'm not sure about my past, feelings ,thoughts and actions or how I'll do it...
But one thing I'm sure about is I can be someone better.
I don't want to miss this opportunity to become someone better.
@fossilfellow thank you so much for sharing. I understand exactly how you feel, and I also just want to be better. Better for my loved ones, but we also need to be better for ourselves too.
@fossilfellow what a lovely reflection. Its great to turn one's mistakes into learning lessons and carve a better future on its basis.