I feel like shouting right now because.......

No matter what i do i am never loved and adored and i am tired of looking for attention....

I feel like a burden.

because my friends suck

Because it's Friday and I'm looking forward to the weekend....shouts of joy!

i always find a way to mess things up!

I lost the love of my life because Im a screw up

I'm trying to be heard and understood but I'm being pushed further away.

I'm trying really hard to try to exist and loved.

I'm tired. And exhausted.

BECAUSE THIS STUPID SITE LOGGED ME AS A SPAMBOT WHEN I NEEDED HELP THE MOST.

I am so frustrated with me sleeping all the time!!!!!!! I can't help it. I slept till 1:30pm today. If I don't have to work I literally do not want to get up out of bed. I am mad that I have to schedule appointments for the afternoons and it's stressing me out.

My new PCP won't listen to me. HE WON'T CALL MY THERIPST AND GET TO KNOW ME AS A PERSON!