I feel like shouting right now because.......
I feel like shouting right now because I feel nothing is really going my way.
I am currently so incredibly stressed out about everything and it's too overwhelming.
I have three layaways and have no idea where I'm going. I'm flying alone and I feel like people expect too much from me today. I don't want to wander around an airport for hours and miss my flight. (I got help now though). It's 10:30am and my next flight isn't until 1pm. I've been "waiting" for two hours already. My next layaway is 4:40pm to 7ish, then I get to my destination at 9:15. Uuggghh. A straight trip would be only a few hours. From when I got to the first airport, to when I land at my final destination, I will have been doing this crap for 11 hours. Bleh.
Because I can't control my emotions
The light igniter of my life is gone. But you know it's between sad and proud. It's really great to have my feelings are lighten up again and feel the cheerful humming. I love the people in this site. I know my problem hasn't been finished yet but yk, my feelings are already feel normal so it's time to get into the scar and medicate it. Hey friend, I will miss you all. I am grateful I am here. It shows me there are lives fighting for and kindness to be believe in. I am sad LOL. Gotta reactivate my self-talk once more to entangle my mind and feeling from being sad and too attached. Lol I should stop being an attached girl. I am sad I cant see them. But I hope in anyway I can, someday, seeing those kinds of smiles around myself. That song, my dearest, not gonna away from my mind. And so do you. Lol I AM SO CRAZY. SORRY.
I'm really really sad :( They are nice people, nice person. I really gonna miss them alot. I am gonna feel this feeling once again for being left alone. I remember now when my bestie left me, I am thisss sad. And this choked. Unable to lay down and relax. Feel lost. But girl, I should grow up. Buck up with getting and losing. Buck up, Candid. Buck up yo
i want to cut and i just want to go deeper and i dont have anything sharp anymore ... school... expectations of myself.... my emotions
My family treats me like shit
Nobody truely understands me
Nobody listens to what I say