I feel like shouting right now because.......

I feel like shouting right now because the loneliness is so loud and it's too much to take. It's consuming my life and yet I don't really want friends.

My MD's won't give me appts and the ER doctor said call them and see them now. Can they not all talk on the phone/computer? This is just not making me happy that they can't talk to each other and they refuse to make appts.

No one actually understands me. There is not nearly enough empathy in the world.

I want support and love even from my family

My life is being a fucking bitch

Nobody really loves me

I feel so lost and alone, I've tried to reach out but ppl either don't respond, or they walk away quickly.

my mom is making the whole family go on a fast/ diet but she is the only one who wants to do it. she is changing everybody

all my friends except me to drop what im doing and answer their calls immediately, but when the situation is reversed i have to wait or i get short handed answers like oh dang or that crazy

I feel irrelevant to everyone and everything