I'll get angry over the smallest things and I'll shove it down. They'll keep accumulating until eventually I snap.
Then there's the big stuff the kind of stuff that pisses me off to no end and I can't do anything about that I can't stop it I can't hide it I can't fix it and if I try to show it someone gets hurt whether it be someone around me or myself
Mostly when my mum annoys me. She can really get under my skin. She doesn't know how to leave things be so she keeps going until I get angry. I try to defuse the situation by leaving the room and she calls me back in... I get irritated very easily which is helped along by the depression
... when I can't listen to a song on YouTube without ads interrupting me.
@sleepisgood try adblock
@okeyyyy Do they have adblock for phones as well?
@sleepisgood for youtube i use this program, i think it does not give you ads
https://www.videoder.net/
and for surfing the web, i use this app
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=org.adblockplus.browser&hl=en
good luck
@okeyyyy I like how this post turned out you actually sincerely helping me figure out my advertisement woes. Cheers.
I̟m̟ h̟a̟v̟i̟n̟g̟ n̟e̟g̟a̟t̟i̟v̟e̟ t̟h̟o̟u̟g̟h̟t̟s̟ a̟n̟d̟ t̟h̟e̟y̟ d̟o̟n̟'t̟ s̟t̟o̟p̟
When people are treated wrongly for reasons that they have no control over
1. when strangers talk to me, or make comments about me
2. when i see my father,. so i wont see him any more
3 when i see fast food or coca cola or tabaco advertizement or anything that is unhealthy for this people to make money without caring for other people`s health
4 when people put flyers on my door
5 when i see too many people on the street.
6 almost all the time i am outside my house in a busy street.
7 when people treat me like if i am stupid
8 when people lie to me or are too fake,
9 when people become your friend only when you are of some use to them
10 when people become your friend on facebook but never talk to you
and many others, things. so i am going to keep this short for now.
11. when people walk with their phone and get in my way.
etc
When people try to control me to do things I do not want to do and I am forced to do what they want. I am angry at myself for not being able to stand up for myself. Being violated! That means violating my privacy, my emotions, my rights, my reputation. :(
When I feel manipulated; When there is an injustice and I can't do anything about it; Bad stereotypes and unaccurate generalizations; When I'm around rude and egocentric people;
When people use me for their own gain. Phoney, fake people who will say nice things to your face, but drag you through the mud in order to make themselves look better and only treat you nicely if they get attention and applause for it. When in fact they don't give a damn about you. Attention-seeking, munchhaussen-by-proxy assholes!
People who are always gossipping about other people and stirring up dissention. You know if they gossip about one person, as soon as your back is turned, they are gossipping about you! People that cannot be trusted and you should not confide in!