I am with my other half
When I am with people I care about, reading, or drawing.
I conquer my fears
I am fully concentrated on a project for a long stretch of time, undistracted.
I feel most peaceful when I my work day is finished, chores around the house finished and then it's "my time"... Quiet time with my cats and my book.
I feel the most peaceful sitting outside on my deck. Even in 20 temperature! I can't be inside!
@EnergySensitive why do you love sitting outside in the cold?
@Amahi
First I'll explain that I'm not out in the elements. We close off an area on our deck each winter. We have heaters and electric blankets, but yes it still gets cold.
I'm not sure why I started. It's been over 2years that I stay outside whenever I'm home. It may have started as an escape, things were not going well mentally. Then I was unemployed for a year which really increased my time outside.
Now I feel like I can't be inside at home. If I am inside I do whatever I need to do quickly so I can go outside. On weekends I'm out here from when I wake til the minute I go to bed. A possible reason is withdrawal and detachment from house mates.
I honestly cannot explain why but when home (basically all the time if not at work cuz I go no where) being inside I feel trapped but outside I feel free, even though I'm usually depressed as hell, it's just different outside.
I feel the most peaceful when I'm in a place where I feel so loved and comfortable with only positivity. Or when its calm and I'm drawing without any negativity in my mind.
I feel most peaceful when I have no where to go. When I just get to chill at home, also when I spend time who the only person who stands by me(Shout out to George) my boyfriend. I also am most peaceful when it is a good day and my illness don't act up as much. Also if I am in the company of animals, music and a nice meal, a good movie,a laugh etc...This is when I feel most peaceful.
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@Laura when i torture myself.
