I feel the most misunderstood when.... [finish this sentence]

I feel the most misunderstand when, I'm doing the deepest, meaningfull things for other people - but they don't notice it. They don't understand my theory to it, cause I put my soul into everything. Others hardly understand my vision and my way of simply being me and myself.

I feel misunderstood when I am mobile, yet not. When I'm social, yet reserved. I have a irreversible spinal injury that causes me great grief and a history of an enormous amount of emotional pain. Ptsd, chronic depression, suicidal idiations, etc. Just because i dont complain all the time doesn't mean I am not hurting physically and mentally.

I feel most understood when I say I don't feel well because that's something I can't truly explain

When I have to describe a special idea or interest to someone and I know I am not conveying it accurately. My emotions don't help me articulate things very well especially if it is me describing my identity somehow.

I open my mouth.

I feel most misunderstood when I am misgendered. I am a guy. Not a girl. No matter what you think. I am real.

When I'm at work

When I'm with people. Maybe a group or just one friend. I feel like I say all the wrong things and it ruins everyone's day. I feel misunderstood right now because everything I'm saying is probably irrelevant anyways.

I feel most misunderstood when people think I am stupid because I like to joke around a lot to keep my mind off of everything. But in truth I am really smart but no one ever believes me

People don't understand that depression isn't an emotion and needs to be taken care of.