@Laura i would ask my deceased friend who passed away in a sudden accident at a very young age, if he was really into me as a partner or if he would love me if i will tell him that i had feelings for him, despite the norms of our culture and community.

I would ask my heart why is it so stubborn and easy?

I would ask my mom who is now deceased why i could never get her approval

I would ask my baby for forgiveness.

I would ask God all the questions about life and the afterlife

Papa

why didnt you just talked it out with mama?

then, things wouldnt be this hard with us

im not asking my parents to be together again

I just wanted to feel like all of this doesnt have anything to do with me,

which is very true but DAMN, it feels like it's my fault why i feel so shitty about your separation.

I would ask my father why he chose to do bad and move on rather than go clean and stay with my family? Especially when he had those options laid before him? I would ask him why he'd abandoned me when I needed him the most?

And I'd ask myself (if possible), why do you feel the way you do when things with people you love go wrong?

I would ask my grandmother what made her day. What made she smile the way she did what uplifted her everyday and is it something that I can do

I would ask my childhood friend for forgiveness 💗 I would also ask my nana (who is Alive btw) if there was anything she would of done different with her life or was it as happy as it actually seems

I would ask my dad if he still loves me even if im lesbian.