One difficult emotion I have been experiencing recently is.....

Fear.

I haven't been able to change a certain huge obstacle in my life because of the fear of what the consequences would be. I really do hope one day I would be able to concentrate on what is important, in order to gather the courage to finally reach my goal.

The reality of change, and how it will affect me when I go off to college. I think of both the positives and the new experiences, as well as the harsh reality that I will be away from everyone I know and love.

Frustration, in dealing with the parts of myself that the other parts don't get along well with and don't like

I feel overwhelmed and don't know how to put order in my life and how to not let the past affect me

Lack of trust and fear of past repeating

Step son being rude, ungrateful, short tempered, and using bad language but at the same time wanting lifts by car.

The feeling of worthlessness, The feeling that I'm not good enough at anything I do.

I feel freshness due to high energy creation due to yoga

Needing help, it works here right now but I want to learn how to communicate feelings with friends who genuinely are there for me, it's hard to stay consistently feeling like I won't immediately annoy them with everything, I feel like I have to be interesting for them to still like me even if that isn't the case, it's ridiculous

I feel worthless, like no matter how hard I try I am not good enough for anyone. That nothing I do goes right, it's always a complete disaster.