One difficult emotion I have been experiencing recently is.....
anxiety
....too much of everything. My heart is so filled with so much good and so much bad....and all of it is so deep and thorough. I'm just generally overwhelmed emotionally. It's again, not all good or bad - it's just a lot. Sorry this is a weird answer.
@MikkRozzWhuh91
I think Ive experienced what youre describing before and it actually made me have to stop what I was doing because it was too much to bare (we are only human after all). This immense build up of polarizing feelings and intentions and subconscious thoughts that we may or may not want to acknowledge exists.
It can all be a bit too much for us to deal with, but what Ive found is that, in these moments, we shouldnt attempt to make sense of it all in one sitting as itll only make things worst. As I said, we are afterall only human thereby imperfect by design.
Keep in mind and understand the fact that THATs okay. Its normal to have a lot of polarizing feelings all at once. Whats more important is that you take the time to relax, take a deep breath, ease yourself down, and slowly and patiently sort things out reminding yourself that youre still getting to know yourself and the world around you like everyone else.
Its just some people process things differently and thats 100% okay.
I'm not going to hold on anymore, I'm going to continue to move forward with what I have in the present. My time and patience is a virtue, it is taken for granted. My mutual respect, loyalty and trustworthyness is needed by someone who can love that about me. I'm going to move forward with my life and those who wronged me will just have to guess what I'm up to. I'm going to try and make the time I have last. Sometimes the negative people who are just wanting and not growing to find what they want in life. I'm going to be okay and get some new items in my life. I'm staying true to myself.
Loneliness
I feel like a pile of "meh" had a baby with Mr. "Bleh" but it miscarried and now everybody's depressed. Idk if that makes any sense so yeah..
@Tadjasper
So in essence, you feel like crap? What happened?
Hope you feel better.
Emptiness yet at the same time every awful emotion possible
I want others to be happy, those who need happiness should be set free. May they find that without knowing, may my privacy make me grow. May those who are impatient find true happiness. I will continue to living my life the way I want. If those who want to be in my life, may they find that my silence and privacy be my word. I wish all those a very happy life. Hope someday they can find the actions of my silence be my freedom.
anger
@Laura
anxiety and sometimes numbness
Anxiety is what happens –without us even noticing– when we don't believe in ourselves in a certain situation or situations. Anxiety often occurs when we don't believe in ourselves in doing something the world because of our nationality and learned things we know ("capability"). Truth is, the only way to find happiness outside this is to adaptate to the place we live in, and that takes the same amount of strength for anyone, everywhere.