One goal I have for this weekend is.....

makes no difference what goal i have. every minute i breathe now is pointless. i get nothing done i feel dead and empty inside. i have no one. i spend every minute alone and unhappy, knowing my life is a total pointless wreck and that I'm going nowhere and that i'm totally pathetic.

I wanted to build a new shelf from a pallet but I'm lacking motivation

Cut myself off socially. Be in my bed all day long doing nothing. Eating nothing.

Have some time with myself and catch up on schoolwork.

To work hard this year

to not procratstinate my homework like usual

Move houses on top of a 3 hour work-planning meeting for an all day seasonal update that is tomorrow. My goal is to make it out without another breakdown.

Relaaaax...

Try to actually do something productive without procrastinating, that latter I'm currently doing.

Tidy up my life