One irrational fear that I have is.....

When someone die, we will never see them again. They are gone forever.

When my grandfather passed away,I realized I'm never going to see him anymore and that made me sad..... Even when I die one day, we will never meet in the same lifetime again. Even if we do meet, we won't remember nor know each other.

Failure

Being around toxic people

That I'm gonna be like this forever

Being a burden for loved ones

that everyone actually hates me. that i‘m annoying everyone around me. that they all think negative about me whenever i do anything.

yeah the social anxiety is strong with this one..

abandonment

That something bad is going to happen to me or that Im going to end up alone.

Thinking Im never good enough for anyone in the long run and they'll just leave

My possibly irrational fear is:
That my tyranical police state of a goverment are overtly trying to remove my ability to talk and voice my opinions and are overtly looking for a way to arrest me. Due to this I have a fear of the ouside so I reduce my liberties for fear of my liberties being reduced.