One secret I have been keeping that I am ready to share is....
I was unknowingly used for sexual contact. I don't know if that counts as sexual abuse but I've kept this secret for 9 years. I'm ready to share it.
I have been abused 3 times by my mothers boyfriend, when I built up the courage to tell her h got mad and killed her now Ilive with guilt and I should have never said anything
My biological father was abusive, and I should hate him. Yet...I wish I could meet him, because we both have a lot in common, and he's probably one of the only people I can relate to. I'm not abusive, we have other things in common.
The reason I always smile is because I missed the most important moment to smile in my life and hope I might be able to replace it one day.
ive been holding onto a thread, my life is full of abuse, im tired, i swore id never falter and want to end my life, but today, i told someone. I dont want to live anymore.
@powerfulMaple1852
hey, I hope u are feeling better now. When u let out ur worry, it will be a lot easier to see the beauty in life.
I had a miscarriage in my teenage years that still hurts me today.
@philosophicalShip9444
i know its extremely painful but if it was a miscarrage there was nothing you could have done , hope you feel better and know that there is tons of women who go trough this atleast ot was not a abortion you dint choose.
I suffered 16 years of sexual abuse and rape from the age of 10 years old. No one would believe me, I reported to the police and even they ignored me.
I was attacked and raped 3 years ago and became pregnant and had to terminate the pregnancy, it was a little girl and it shattered my heart into a million pieces.
I was attacked and raped just over a week ago, I just feel this is how my life should be. Someone to be used and taken advantage of.
@modestPond3768 That's terrible, I'm so sorry.
I'm bisexual and proud of it, but I'm in the closet because of my family. I just want to tell somebody
@tealCurrent6530 i can relate to u
I purposely ruined my 2nd marriage with all the arguments, because I wanted him to just tell the truth about not loving me or wanting me anymore. I had found out all his lies and how fake the marriage was to him. So I began to argue about my feelings that weren't being validated, I purposely caused problems with the homewrecker whom took my husband and laughed in my face about it, she went as far as to tell me she will spit on my grave, and hope I die already from my cancer so she can marry him. I purposely am still causing problems, at least until he gets on with a divorce or their relationship falls apart. I'm purposely withholding private information from the state police, for my benefit and protection against his drug dealing ass. I'm purposely in hell, a hell of my creation for about 7 yrs now. I'm purposely taking and eye for an eye...
One secret?
My sister died last year because of a drunk driver. She was 6 years old. I am not looking forward to her birthday, which is in two months. My parents blamed me, and i have been beaten worse this year than i have in my entire life. I know we all deal with utter sadness in different ways, but i dont know why they blame me. I have always been the target child in the family. But yah, i guess thats my secret.