One secret I have been keeping that I am ready to share is....
That Ive had a crush on someone and never told them. Ive moved on now but always wonder if things would be different if I told them
I'm sick and tired of being scared all the time.
I'm sick of not being able to leave my room at night because I'm afraid of someone sneaking in.
Mom sick of not being able to take a shower with the curtains closed and without a close eye on the air vent for fear of someone watching.
I'm sick of feeling crazy and covering up my computer webcam, or checking each cupboard for intruders, or carrying a gun in my own house at night.
Im just fucking sick of it.
Desperate to get married
Im in a committed relationship with my boyfriend but recently my best friend(a boy) and I have gotten closer. He has no interest in me romantically, but I think Im in love with him. He consumes my thoughts and it hurts not being able to love him as much as I want to.
That I'd been masturbathing for a year but I stopped now!
It's actually two. 1. I feel like I'd want to die because what's the point of living. 2. I'm actually in love with someone who I thought I couldn't.
@Diva1 why do you feel like dying?
@Diva1 why do you feel like dying?
I'm braking in side and no one knows and I don't know what to do to make it better I don't want people to know that I have failed in everything in being a mother a wife everything xx
My parents, sister, and friends know I was raped but not what happened that night. They dont know that I lay awake at night replaying what happened and hearing what he said to me. I havent told them the idea of beer or bars make me physically sick and, on my bad days, I can still feel him holding me down by my throat until I cant breathe and have lost all the progress I had made in therapy. And I never told anyone that its my fault it happened. That I was stupid and if I had thought things through it wouldnt have happened.
@Roguekoala14 i'm sorry to hear that. recovery is not a linear progress, none of them is your fault.
I fell in love with a woman who didnt feel the same. She decided that she was straight. Oh, and that I am gay.
Im bisexual
@Crazy1300 me too! Well done for coming out, we're all extremely proud and will support you in any way we can :)