One secret I have been keeping that I am ready to share is....

TW (Idk of I need to put a trigger warning I'm new here)

That the reason I don't sleep anymore is because every time I close my eyes I can still feel him holding me down and I can still feel every bit of pain that I felt that day. And that I found out he had done the same to other girls, I could have stopped it from happening to them but I was too scared to tell anyone. And that the reason I tell people I'm gay is because I can't be intimate with a man without my memories coming flooding back. And that everything has been getting so much worse lately, I've been hurting myself again and I've not told a soul.

That I seriously need help

I don't get excited about much of anything anymore. My husband always asks why I don't get excited about stuff and honestly, I don't know why I'm like this. Most things I pretend for his sake. I wish I knew what was wrong with me...

I really don't want to die. But i just want to hurt me.. and i don't know how long i can fight against this feeling.

That I miss my ex. My best friend. Its been about 8 months since we broke up and I thought I was okay now and I could move on from him but I cant and i thought it wouldnt hurt anymore but it doesnit hurts so much and all I want to do is tell him the truth so we can at least be best friendship again but I know it cant never be the same and hell never be the same person he used to be and nobody knows but I just want to be able to tell him everything again and hear him tell me its okay but it wont happen again and I cant accept that.

I have herpes and I am afraid no one will ever love me again

I hate going to school. I cant interact with the kids. I cut when Im sad. Im always angry.

I've never kissed someone but I said that I've already did to my best friend a while ago. I feel bad but I won't tell her that bcz its stupid (and I'm 17 and never kissed someone btw)

I'm afraid I might have depression, but I'm also afraid I'm just making this in my head just to have some explanation to what goes inside my mind. I don't really wanna go see a doctor bcz I'm so scared of it, and I don't want to bother my worried mother.

I can't handle that I'm living with someone who this time last year was my best friend and now barely looks me in the eye. All because he decided our friendship wasn't worth it anymore.