One secret I have been keeping that I am ready to share is....
I get attracted towards women sexually and emotionally to men. I don't get sexually attracted to men at all and don't know how to have a relationship with women.
@Linesandtryingtimes I know what you mean. I'm the opposite, sexually attracted to men and romantically attracted to women. It's been messing with my mind lately. I hope you find happiness with whatever partner you have/will have.
@QueenLion366 thank you so much. That makes me feel better. I guess it's better not to categorize ourselves and flow.
I'm so scared to come out as bisexual even though I know my family will support me and my friend (even though she doesnt really agree with it) will still support me. Its stupid.
I feel depressed. all aIong I've nvr had a true friend to talk to..last year I met a friend in the mids of my work.he is an agent whom I really treat as my good friend but he is a bz workaholic man who focus on his work n take whatever I talk lightly. He don't seem to hv time for me to spend time with me.
I dont blame him but this feeling of friend ship really affect me..I hv a feeling tt I want to see him all the time..I feel restless when I don't see him n get agitated when i see him getting close to others..
lately my colleague tried to make me be far from him. I know I need to let go of this feeling but each time I see him at my office I cant seem to let go n always want to talk to him...
One secret thatI have been keeping that I am ready to share is that I am afraid to marry, but I want to marry him. I am afraid to do what I want. I know he is great for me and the life with him will be okay for me and I know that as a couple we can make it through anything. But... I am scared. I want to be his girl forever and stay by his side, but I am afraid to marry. Ugh, this is confusing.
I keep telling my boyfriend whatever I feel but it seems to irritate me because I get no response or a hmm. At first I was scared to share but then thought that I need to share with someone as I have no friends and I live indoors only (with him) so I thought of sharing it with him. I don't know what to do.
I once rubbed off the skin on my arms with a pumice stone. It didn't hurt when I was doing it,so I just kept going. When I realised what I had done I got out of the bath,went to my room and picked out some long sleeved shirts(I wore them for a long time afterwards)luckily the scarring went away.but I do worry about self harming.I stay away from razors,but lightly stabbing myself with the tip of a pen helps, I always make sure not to break the skin but on bad days,it's really hard and I usually give myself some hard slaps and insults.
I cheated on my ex and told him that, he forgave me but i could never forgive myself. Till this day, whenever I'm having fun i feel guilty and beat myself up for the same. All the friends and family think we had issues that's why we broke up, but this is the truth.
my sister sexually molested me for years and I still can
@spacehole I've been molested by my brother as a child and I still haven't forgotten it. But what I've done to ease my pain is by letting go of it or confronting them. Closure is important.
My dad has cancer and a tumor, he's close to his death bed. I really hate myself, I've puked out junk food a couple times because I started getting very anxious of gaining weight again. I hate how I procrastinate, have no good habits. I really loathe myself. Not even how I look it's who I am. I couldn't love a person like me.
@Bananapeanutbutter hey, im here with you. my mother died 6+1/2 years ago; and its very hard. but you will be okay. please please message me if you feel comfortable enough to talk to someone. it may not be now, but im a message away whenever you need me 💝
