One secret I have been keeping that I am ready to share is....
I was sexually assaulted in the 10th grade. The memory has stuck with me for ages.
@TheSeasonThatFalls i got groped in 8th, got raped in ninth, and got sexually assaulted in 11th grade. what keeps me going is if i ever see any of them in public; they dont know whats coming for them.
I was groomed online for three years by a (now 43) year-old man. I was 13, and I cannot get his voice out of my head... "Oh (name)," he moaned. The image of him laying back on his couch, doing things in front of a computer screen, as he stared at my body is burned into my head. I needed him back then, so I just did what he wanted... I did what I thought would make him stay. He kept me lured in with phrases like "I love you," and "I want you so bad." I only said it back because I needed someone to talk to. It meant nothing and yet it leaves a lasting scar.
This is something I won't ever tell my family. I can't.
@BrokenShadow don't feel bad. These online things are like this most of the time. For him maybe too. Some years ago a guy wanted me very bad but we never met. He said he will kill himself if I don't live him. I think I don't have to tell he is alive. He was just aline very bad. Sometimes we make bsd decisions, sometimes we hurt someone. But you know that it was not a good choice. It's okay. In our online world sometimes we can forget that on the sceen there are real ppl. We lost our connection with life. This is our world now. Let yourself be free and forgive yourself. You are human and you can have bad choices sometimes.
@Sahya I think you might have completely misunderstood what I said. It's not that I "made a mistake." It's that I was used for the sexual gratification of an old, married man. My mother would kill me if she knew.
@Sahya Nevermind that... I spoke too quickly. Thank you for your response. I see what you're saying.
Being treated extremely badly by the one person I most looked up to hurt me very badly. It affected me for a whole year yet I am too cowardly to even mention it to him. It made 2017 one of the worst years of my life
I have a crush who friend-zoned me. He's in On again Off again relationship with my best friend. Also my crush's best friend said he had feelings for me.
I'm scared to admit to that I'm somewhat attracted to men.
@QueenLion366
Its ok ❤️ I can understand why you feel scared but theres nothing to be scared of. Ive been in that boat.
I have random sex and act like I never did when I see the person. Ive convinced my self that Ive slept with fewer people. I dont know why I even sleep with these people
Two friends of mine are in a polyamorous relationship behind their ex/friend's back. She suspects everything but her ex will gaslight her into thinking she is imagining the subtle signs she is seeing. She was with her now-ex for years and cannot seem to let him go, even though the relationship was toxic to the both of them at the end. I've told her multiple times that she should forget him, maybe even cut him out entirely, but she refuses and I cannot change her mind no matter what I say or how hard I try. Normally I would come clean about what they are doing, but I don't feel I can in this case.
I feel complicit in their lie and his gaslighting of her, because I know and won't tell her. It will destroy their friendships (and perhaps mine with her) if I tell her. With her strong feelings, I would fear for her life if she were to find out, and I cannot look after her properly because I'm too far away to do so. I know it isn't my responsibility to look after her or to even make any of this my problem, but I feel guilty. I feel horrible. Part of me doesn't understand why he hasn't been straightforward about moving on and suggesting she do the same. He claims it's fear for her safety but I can't help but wonder with the other behavior he has shown (like the gaslighting).
My girlfriend has been raped multiple times by men and worked as a sex worker doing many tasks while a minor. She was heavily addicted to hard drugs during this time, but has since moved on. Knowing these things about her and that she's still a partier and men continue to make advances towards her (even though we're both lesbians) and that we have virtually nothing in common is making maintaining a positive relationship extremely difficult. It hurts, we both hurt. I spend more time agonizing about how many people she's slept with and how she still goes to parties and gets high and her rapes haunt both of us. I'm just really really really struggling, and I have no idea what to do. She also kept a secret account hidden from me with another identity (she's been through 6 names since I've known her, and I've known her less than a year) and she freaked out when she accidentally sent me a link from it and said she "wasn't keeping anything from me" even though she told me multiple times she doesn't have any other accounts than the one I knew before. I'm honestly not sure how I'm supposed to feel. Please help me, I can't talk to anyone else about this either to not come out in unaccepting environments or to help save face for my girlfriend. Please, please help.
Im pansexual!!
I always wanted to join the Marine Corps, but my parents threatened to disown me and kick me out if I did. Gave up my dream and I regret it everday that goes by.
@Ocendade ❤️to you. Try not to have any regrets… Every place we are in in our lives is good! There will be strife no matter which direction we go and there will be great joy! There are people that need you and look up to you, are learning from you wherever you are!
