One secret I have been keeping that I am ready to share is....
I don't have any..... or do I 😊
That last year I was emitted into the hospital last year for a panic attack
I had an abortion this year.
@StayingPositive97 there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. I have had three in the past 12 years. This was strictly MY decision and I don't regret it at all.
Yesterday I finally told my husband that I have suicidal thoughts.
@mombrad this is a big step. You are so strong for doing this. I remember when i first told my partner - i was more scared about he would feel about it. But I'm so glad I did. I hope it all went well for you.
@impartialWatermelon5531 thank you. He is being very supportive.
@mombrad I'm proud of you for taking the step to be this open with your husband. I know that wasn't easy and I'm sure he was grateful you told him how you truly felt.
@Jillybean3 Thank you. It goes against my instinct bc I always feel that I am worrying someone & that my problems aren't a big deal. But I am working towards not suppressing these things anymore.
Nobody knows that I'm planning to start therapy again. My parents would be so mad if they found out. I think everybody would think I'm a failure and they would want me to return home after moving abroad this summer....
@Eruleanc I think EVERYONE needs a therapist. You shouldn't be embarrassed of that at all. I'm proud of you for going :)
@Jillybean3
I'm not embarrassed, I've had therapy for about 2.5 to 3 years and it literally saved my life. The problem is that I can't tell the people close to me because they'd be worrying. They will think I'm not stable enough to live abroad on my own and want me to move back home .
My tutor liked to touch me while we studied. He'd mockingly ask if everything was alright from time to time. I told my mom, the first time, but when I couldn't make myself say no, I never approached her again. I didn't want to tell her I couldn't stand up for myself. So I dragged myself to class everyday, and tried not to cry. Tried to avoid his wandering his hands, his gaze. I feel like it's affected my emotional development to this day.
I'm a 29 y.o virgin who had only sexting in my life but never had a long-term relationship.
that i love her so much and i need her but she will never care about my feelings, and i feel so down.
I don't know if I truly trust my fiance or that I will ever truly trust him after we get married. I caught him telling another girl about three years ago that he wasn't happy and wanted to be with her. When I saw that, I said to him to go ahead and leave. We worked through everything, but since then, I've never trusted him and check his phone behind his back constantly. He hasn't talked to her since or any other women.
That Im bisexual. Jesus that felt good
@OnyxWylde
A weight lifted off your shoulder eh? It was when I acknowledged and accepted it! ❤️
