That loving people is key
I believe in loyalty above all.
I believe in my own heartbeat and how it is connected to the thrumming deep inside the earth. I believe in the breath of all living things, plant and animal, and I believe that humans are animals though many do not think we are.
Living with a free spirit do be happy and be loved
One thing I firmley believe is that I deserve to be happy, Im fighting everyday to be happy.
That change is possible
I feel like I can never be happy
@pinkAcres5148 I can completely relate to this. Everytime I think I am closer to getting back on my feet something happens and that little peace of mind is snatched away from me. I am so so sorry you feel that way.
@BlackheartDamagedsoul
thank you it's comforting to know someone gets it. Just one day of things not going wrong would be a blessing!
that im in dire straits deadened by a severe inner paralysis, im critically in need of saving myself (Lord please help me i dont know what to do how to get out of this deep deep hole)-- i am wasting every day of my life, hating myself and this worthless joyless monotony, deteriorating in the bleakest, most isolated, loneliest misery. basically im an extremely depressed mofo piece of garbage and ive never been more worried about the state of life, which is currently rotting in abysmal disrepair.
@hollowman84 i am so sorry you feel this way. Life is so hard at points. I feel similar myself lately
We should always forgive.
Fighting for peace of mind. Every single second of every single day