One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I find it very hard to trust people, which sounds a bit typical but seriously, there is no one that I could trust my life with, not even my parents or my twin sister
@Groovylester I feel you
One thing I have never told anyone is that I've thought about suicide more than once. Even though I seem like a happy person they don't really know what's been going on in my head.
@HardWorkingKitten2002
Me too. I even had attempted suicide when I was 13. I told 2 people in my life but they seems don't believe me. 1 is my teacher and another 1 is my colleague.
Now im 25 And several months ago I had that thought again. I want to talk to someone but I have no honest and good listener surround me. What's work the best for me now, I keep shifting my thoughts to other things.
I know how it feels an have had to deal with those issues, as bad as it may feel now it won't feel that way forever, i know as I ride that roller coaster, keep busy say safe.@HardWorkingKitten2002
Part of me doesn't want to recover from the trauma of being sexually assaulted, because if I can recover from it then it feels like it couldn't have really been all that bad to begin with. And I've been told by so many people that what I went through really wasn't that bad, that I should've just slept with him like everyone else in university does. If I recover, I feel like I'm just saying "yes, you're right, it wasn't a big deal," and suffering is the only way to prove just how horrible his actions actually were.
One thing i have never told anyone is i feel like a boy trapped in a girls body.
I was bullied and physically/sexually abused at school as a child..Some memories make me doubt myself & lack self esteem..I was not the biggest kid in class, and some kids found out that I wet the bed until I was 11..which made things worse..
Honestly-I couldn't even post all my bad in life!!
I have so much on my mind on a day-to-day...My mind just races & races!!!
I've tried to commit suicide when I was younger by swallowing 8 large pills but it didn't work. Which I am acctually thankful for.
That thing would be to be loved by someone truly.
One thing I have never told anyone is, how close I came to ending my life, but I am so gold i did not do so. Several months ago, it does pass an it does get better eventually if you don't give up. And how much one person I connected here on this site made the real difference, better then any counselor i seen. An I thank her, she will know who she is. An I hope i can keep speaking with her as my new life evolves. An maybe able to get off this nightmare roller coaster ride. But hugs to her. She never gave up. When everyone else did including me.
I don't tell people what I feel