One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I do not like newcastle united.
That I'm bisexual, I have depression, I self-harm, and I was sexually abused.
@Scarlettiger30
You might want to get a counselor. Those are serious stressors of bottled up.
I lied to my friend because I don't want to make him sad seeing my condition. .
I'm so unhappy
I self-harmed due to stress from work, and dug my keys into my leg so deep, it began to bleed, and became weak and I passed out.
I have a gut feeling saying that this isn't quite right, somehow, but not sure what is wrong with this. It did make me feel better and less stressed, but I don't think most people do this.
@reservedexcitment
I self-harm too and I feel the same... Lately, I've been trying to more actively not self-harm because I came across some blog of a woman who thought she would stop soon and ended up self-harming for 12 years. I have similar thoughts that "it's a phase", but it's a been a year and counting. I hope we both can figure it out.
One thing I have never told anybody is that perhaps I deserved Paul abandoning me in Denver . Maybe after all our years together, he was able to see something in me deserving of what he did.
I did many sacrifices for things that meant a lot to me and I did this to people whom I value a lot.
I hold a lot of anger towards the people who I have to hide who I am from. It's an anger which is slowly causing me to hate certain people.
That I am really scared of what is going on in my head. And that I'm afraid that everything is all going to get worse if I don't do something.
In short I don't know what to do and I'm scared I never will.
@OtakuLory that is a scary place to be, thanks for reaching out here, please do also find more people, someone will be able to interfere with your throughts when you can't.
I am still with him..
