One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

I converted to Islam almost a year ago.

how my friends light hearted jokes at my chest size have resulted in me being hyper aware and insecure about it

My gym buddy back in military service and i shared kisses.

One thing I have never told anyone is that I still have feelings for my childhood mutual crush. Sappy, I know :)

Everyone else's is so much more dramatic but gosh I'll give it a go... No one knows I love Sherlock fanfic XD

I still love him

I was raped

I've hurt myself.

I can't become attached to people and form proper relationships with them due to a fear of being hurt or betrayed by them in some way. And I can't trust anyone either. I don't even trust myself sometimes and I constantly second guess myself, even when I know I'm right.

That I have this complex mind and that I sometimes pretend that I like what my friends are doing but I really find it uncomfortable.