One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
That I am CONSTANTLY anxious, and doubting myself and my value in every relationship.
That I want to stop existing, but am too scared it will hurt.
@CaityCakes existing is all we haves
One thing I have never told anyone is how hard it is to get out of bed everyday knowing that it's pointless, that I'm just going to repeat the same cycle as last week.
I was date raped, he took my virginity, and now I don't like sex.
@Butterfly4
seek help through your doctors get tested for stds and talk to a councillor of some sort or you in the end up with ptsd
@diligentBlackberry3824 I have this was 26 years ago. Since then I got married, had 2 kids, and now getting a divorce.
@Butterfly4
I am so sorry. The fact that this inhumane act can be done to another being is unbelievable and just disgusting. Im really sorry that you had to go through it. Ive been and I am still monkeyed by my uncles,married men and even my ex tried to rape me. Thankfully I was able to fight back. Now Im constantly scared and sometimes I wish that I shouldve it him harder. But then I will feel bad because no matter what I always seem to see the goodness in others. Sometimes its a good thing and other times its not.
@straightforwardClementine2396
I meant sexually molested.
That I want to die and Im mentally insane.
One thing I have never told anyone is that I have a crush on the piano accompanist in one of my classes.
I've come out as Bisexual to some people, but most of them I don't speak to anymore, and I am considering dropping more of them from my contacts list. In Actuality, though, I think I am more along the lines of Bicurious.
I have only told my best friend. I have decided to burn the bridges to my past, and make a fresh start.
@WinterRose2007 Sometimes a fresh start is what we need. I wish you well on your new path! :)
I have depression and think about committing suicide many times
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