One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
That I battle depression and eating habits every day!
That I don't feel like I deserve my good life.
One thing I have never told anyone is that I
That I'm not worthy of everything I have. I feel that I shouldn't exist and should kill myself for all the mistakes I've ever made. I'm guilty but I don't really admit it because I'm scared that people will take advantage of my insecurities.
I'm cutting myself
@Purplegirl2018 please don't. You're not worth the pain you're inflicting on yourself. you deserve better and only you yourself can give it to yourself. Love and light your way! 💖
Im pretty sure there is something off with my mental health but I dont want to accept it/get it checked out
@usefulForest89 It never hurts to try, I
@TheWalters2 pretty sure I have a few of the things you mentioned. I just don
@usefulForest89 people get over sicknesses and they
I'm scared that I might be in a toxic relationship.
@Ari505 whats happening in the relationship to make you think that?
@LollimegreenWatermelon737
When he does something wrong that he knows is wrong he immediately trys to buy me things/ take me somewhere to make me forgive him. Or make me think I'm in the wrong. But I'm to scared to say anything to him or my family and friends.
@Ari505 When guys buy the girl things after a fight, that is totally normal. But if he's buying u things every time without first talking to u about it and u both apologizing, then it seems he could be relying on buying ur forgiveness. U said he makes u feel bad about arguments? How often is that? Im not saying it should happen at all since no one should ever be blamed, but we r all human, and its bound to happen once or twice. however, if its happening almost every time or every time u guys argue, then i suggest taking a break from him. If, during the break, u end up realizing a lot of bad things in the relationship and u r afraid of going back to him, then dont go back to him. Once u leave, u should expect to feel overly depressed and lonely, but do not go back to him bc once u do, it will only get worse. how do i know all this? i too was in an abusive relationship and know of the feelings as well as the dangers. also, if he has ever put his hands on u, leave immediately. but this sounds more emotional than physical, which, is actually more dangerous than the physical. mine was a mix of both. it started out emotional and soon became both emotional and physical. if reading this made u realize u r in an abusive relationship, then leave now without saying a word to him. but, if reading this made u realize ur not in an abusive relationship, then just talk to him about how u feel
I think about death...a lot. Sometimes I just stop in the middle of the road and think what would happen if a car...I even think from which side of my body the crash will hurt the most. AND I see the car coming towards me. The driver focusing his eyes on me. But I cross the street. I wonder what would happen if I jump from the window. And it is all because I want to see how the people will react. I want them to be miserable, to think that tgey should have talked with me more, that they should have paied more attention to my thoughts, attitude, habits...me
@MessyHair8 I've experienced this too.. You're not alone and you don't deserve to be going through this xx
That I am still dealing with my anger and rage after cancer, 5 years later.
Sometimes I wonder why I even exist. The only reason why I had not committed suicide is because I want to go to Heaven when I die so that my suffering can truly end
