One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I am 23, and the girl I love (she doesn't know), is 16....
@yT2010 love is blind? 🙁
@Thea99 I haven'd told her becasue I do not wanna make things weird or pressured between us. I told myself I would wait until she was 18 to make any "moves" sort to speak, or official I guess. I just hope I do not scare her off before then
@yT2010 I think that is very noble of u to wait until she is an adult. Good on u :) I sincerely hopes she returns ur feelings
I am scared to move on from being in a house fire
I been having sex so much cause I don't wanna cut myself anymore sex takes away the pain even if it is just for a moment.
I'm female, bisexual, right so basically there's a girl that has come out to me and only me and one other person. We are pretty good friends we like the same stuff we have similar personalities and we just get along really well. Right so she said she's bi too and she doesn't know I am because I haven't come out to anyone (except you I guess so like, lucky you!) I really like her but I have bad social anxiety and I have depression and it's hard because getting denied would make me more depressed. Okay so also though like we both have ADHD, GAD, social anxiety, and depression so she gets it at the same time. (Btw holy cow that was long lmao) so I guess the point is, I
I'm female, bisexual, right so basically there's a girl that has come out to me and only me and one other person. We are pretty good friends we like the same stuff we have similar personalities and we just get along really well. Right so she said she's bi too and she doesn't know I am because I haven't come out to anyone (except you I guess so like, lucky you!) I really like her but I have bad social anxiety and I have depression and it's hard because getting denied would make me more depressed. Okay so also though like we both have ADHD, GAD, social anxiety, and depression so she gets it at the same time. (Btw holy cow that was long lmao) so I guess the point is, I
I hate that I failed killing myself five years ago. It still bothers me.
@Tinycupcake why do you hate it?
@TheWalters2 I feel like then I wouldn't have to go through all this pain and stop causing other people pain. I'm not sure why I feel the way that I do.
@Tinycupcake that makes complete sense to me. Do you have anyone you can trust? How old are you?
@TheWalters2 I do, I'm just not sure they'd understand. and I'm 21.
@Tinycupcake Im not sure how exactly I can help but let me know if I can. Try texting HOME to 741-741 also, do you think you would ever act and actually harm yourself?
Sometimes Im contemplating my life, close to ending it and that I started cutting a month ago
Ive been friends with this guy for about 3 years now, we were never as close as we are now. We can literally talk about anything, I look forward to meeting him in class. We sometimes pretend to go out and act as a couple, just for fun. It got so realistic everyone in my class and even our teacher started to tell us we should go out and that we would look very good together. I always denied having any feeling for him, it was true I didnt feel anything for him. Recently I moved my seat next to him, Im always trying to impress him and try to look my best. I buy food so he could ask for some. I would buy gum so he could ask for a piece. I would stand up so he notices me. I bought new clothes to show off. He started to noticed me. He would sometimes put his hand on my thighs or my lap, he would play with my hand and asks for me to pet him or give him a massage. I never found him attractive though, so whats happening to me? The thing is, every time the bell rings my happy time ends. He leaves through the door and completely pushes me away. I know he feels something towards me, I just dont know what exactly he feels for me. He pushes me away once he leaves the class, as if hes embarrassed about me. I stopped talking to him for 2 days but I still sat down next to him so he could notice I was mad at him (he would definitely knew something was wrong since Im very talkative when Im around him) he asked me if I was mad at him, i said nothing i get so nervous around him hat every time he talks to me I look forward and dont look at him in the eyes but while he tries to meet with my eyes as he talks he tries to get on my face and look at me. He is a great guy, I just am so confused, does he still think this is a game and he keeps on acting out or does he feel the same way I do?....I like him!
@rsybr4 some guys are nervous to make a move in the fear of rejection. You shouldn't think his lack of approach has anything to do with lack of interest. He is clearly into you. Hopefully, for your sake, he makes one soon!
Ive been friends with this guy for about 3 years now, we were never as close as we are now. We can literally talk about anything, I look forward to meeting him in class. We sometimes pretend to go out and act as a couple, just for fun. It got so realistic everyone in my class and even our teacher started to tell us we should go out and that we would look very good together. I always denied having any feeling for him, it was true I didnt feel anything for him. Recently I moved my seat next to him, Im always trying to impress him and try to look my best. I buy food so he could ask for some. I would buy gum so he could ask for a piece. I would stand up so he notices me. I bought new clothes to show off. He started to noticed me. He would sometimes put his hand on my thighs or my lap, he would play with my hand and asks for me to pet him or give him a massage. I never found him attractive though, so whats happening to me? The thing is, every time the bell rings my happy time ends. He leaves through the door and completely pushes me away. I know he feels something towards me, I just dont know what exactly he feels for me. He pushes me away once he leaves the class, as if hes embarrassed about me. I stopped talking to him for 2 days but I still sat down next to him so he could notice I was mad at him (he would definitely knew something was wrong since Im very talkative when Im around him) he asked me if I was mad at him, i said nothing i get so nervous around him hat every time he talks to me I look forward and dont look at him in the eyes but while he tries to meet with my eyes as he talks he tries to get on my face and look at me. He is a great guy, I just am so confused, does he still think this is a game and he keeps on acting out or does he feel the same way I do?....I like him!
How bad things actually are and how I fight every day just to stay in control and not let the dark thoughts take over.