One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

That o fantasise about being able to self harm several times a day, but never do as last time my mother saw it and gave me into trouble

Sometimes I pretend I'm in a world where I have a happy relationship and I'm liked by everyone. And sometimes I get too lost in the fantasy.

In my darkest times, I would create imaginary beings that would tell me not to kill myself and that would motivate me to move forward or to do a specific difficult task.

This is very shameful for me to admit to anyone, because they would think I'm crazy. But I was just desperate, honestly...

I'm scared I'll never be happy.

I'm terrified I'll become an abuser. I don't want to be a part of the cycle.

i keep many things to myself sometimes it hurts me mentally but i have to stfu

I'm scared that i'll be stuck in the loop that i am in for too long and i won't be able to get out easily

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I'm scared my friends don't actually like or care about me and that when we get to high school they'll abandon me

I like a girl