One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

When I talk to myself, I feel like I'm taking to someone else until I pull myself out of it.

I feel like I am destined to always be the bad/negative one

Im scared that one day Ill accidentally hurt someone and Ill lose them.

I stopped being scared of monsters when I was 13 because I didn't care if they killed me.

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My anxiety and physical anxiety symptoms feel like there taking over my whole life and I barely have any control of it....

Every time I open my mouth I just seem annoying and needy, and it's hard to open up most times because it's hard to feel that someone could genuinely be interested or care..

I want to cry in someone's arms to feel safe. But I forced myself to be strong, now I can't cry in front of people even If I wanted to. So I cry at nights and hug myself

One thing I have never told anyone is that my medication and therapy hasn't been working at all. I feel like I will never get better.

I get scared when people touch me because I'm always afraid its my step father