One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I stI'll want the guy who used me. I wish I'd have just done what he wanted, then I'd still have him...
@Splodge29 same here. except I wish I knew what he wanted. Stay strong. we can do this
@timetosmile we can do this, you're right. Just look at how far we've come... We are better than people like that and we deserve better. Thank you.
@Splodge29 No, thank you. Thank you for realising that you are perfect just the way you are and that you are strong. And you're right. We CAN do this.
I still want to cut myself but my mum keeps track of all the scars on my body now. The pain makes me feel. I don't want to end my life but I just feel like cutting is the only thing that relieves my anxiety and depression.
@Bg1707 can I suggest something. Cutting is hard to stop, I physically can't do it to myself but I sharpen my nails and scratch myself while in a boiling hot shower, making the scratches burn. The scars made me think that I've survived, but its only showing that there is something else that is trying to get out. A part of me what is right under the skin and I'm trying to let it out. The scratching makes me feel better too. Makes me feel closer to that better me. This might just be me, and sorry for the sappiness, but the touch (not sexual) of someone I care for makes me feel even better than the scratching does. Find someone that can do that to you, and you'll slowly but surely cease to cut and just crave those hugs. Try. I'm begging you. Try for that better you. Give someone a hug, hug the whole world if you have to. Just find that person. Start with your mum. Give her the biggest tightest hug you've ever given her.
Just try
I'm always feeling depressed. Even if I haven't talk to someone professional, I have already taken the tests online and it says that I might have depression. I feel so sad everytime I'm alone. I don't have someone to talk to and it makes me feel alone and want to cry always.
I'm going through some really terrible things but I say I'm fine.
@LilyGalilea I think that we all do that at some point. Hopefully anything that you are going through isn't too bad and hopefully things do get better. Sending some good thoughts your way
@creativeCar6208 Thank you! Well it is really bad but I'm trying to find a way out of it 💦
@LilyGalilea sometimes it makes you strong to be able to put that front on but it's ok not to be ok, I get that x
@Lostliar Thank you :)
I get jealous every time someone mentions they are with a family member other than their parents. It's not that I dont have any it's just that I haven't seen them in 10 years (since I was 6). The biggest dream of mine is to finally be able to say "oh sorry I can't come over, I'm at my abuelas house" or to be able to tell someone I am shopping with my Tia. I'm surrounded by people who see their family daily and it hurts so much because that's one of the only things I want in life and I just see some of them taking that experience for granted, complaining that seeing their family is such a hassle, that they would rather chill with their friends than see their family. If only they knew what it felt like to have a single memory of their family.
That I'm faking the time of my life 😊 I'm not as happy as I seem to be
@JikiDoll my whole life's a front it doesn't make you weak it makes you strong x
I liked being abused
I've never said anyone how worthless I really am. I know what they see while looking at me - someone with a goal, a great dream and taking steps to reach it. Wise and confident person, who I've always pretended to be. But the fact is that I don't feel that dream anymore, I don't have strength to do anything more and I'm so, so lost. More so than ever.
My whole life's a lie, I'm not ok.
I have never told anyone about my secret black book filled with my deepest pain and sorrows.
@Snr101 tbh if u tell someone, it helps free the burden off ur shoulders and makes u feel way way wayyyyy better! Been there!
I'm glad it worked for you! But many people would think that I am seeking attention and making it up. I've been through it.. @Sensitiveangel001
