One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
One thing I've never told someone is I struggle everyday to look the person in the mirror in the eyes.
I've never ever tood anyon that I purposely avoid making new friends during school years
@HIimTATE Me too actually. But I end up had a lot of friends when I was in college, BUT I purposely avoid to get close to anyone since school year until this time. What I see is when we get older, our friends can be decrease, and who still stand right our side, they are the real friends.
That I tried to drown myself
One thing I have never told anyone is that I hate myself, in every way
I go on tinder.
I think I love Chiara.
Sometimes I felt so down and upset that wanted to suicide
One thing no knows about me is that I am still afraid of the person that abused me and it has been six years since I've seen him. I also still care about him. Which makes me feel sick. I have nightmares in which we are still together and he's telling me I'm getting fat, beating me or we're fighting. I moved far away but when I see a man with similar features, who dresses like he does, I have a panic attack. When I go back to visit family I'm always looking over my shoulder. My friends/family think it's all in the past but it isn't for me. I tried to tell them a few years ago that I was still suffering about it and they all told me basically to just get over it. The thing is I think I am over it. I never think about him unless I have a random nightmare or I see someone that looks like him or I go back to my state of origin to visit family (because he lives there). I wonder if it will ever really end.
That I'm depressed because I got an attention seeker
@Sadpastels --- I know how you feel but being stubborn is an easier way to see things instead of someone else taking your moments away!
Every time I come accross a farm animal I imagine finding a way to free it. When I don't, I feel terribly guilty about it. I can remember each time a cow looked into my eyes and I did nothing but apologize.
@patientJar5522-- Ditto. I have pulled in stray dogs before and struggled with the new addition for a few hours. My heart cannot just let them roam free without a home! And when I don't get the dog, I feel guilty for hours.
