One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

When I go for walks, sometimes I will bust out a dance move like nobody is watching. It can be quite entertaining lol!

I have never been able to see value in what i do, This has limited me to jobs that dont allow me to live on my own, I am 45 now. People trying to know me once they find this out just shake their head at me as if I am a disappointment to them, even friends and family judge me based on this alone over how kind, caring and compassionate I am. I have never found my way out and no one I have shared with including therapists has been able to point the way.

My wish is to hear or see that one thing,

I always smile,people think that my life is nice but they have no idea that I'm walking dead!

That I wanted to be born as a girl

The fact that my best friends boyfriend used to send me naked pictures even after i repeatedly asked him to stop and constantly talk about all the sexual things he wanted to do to me while she wasn't around..... I never spoke up and they are still together 2 years later... I feel like such an awful friend..

One think I have never told anyone is that I may have a mental issue from past situations and for some reason now it's making an attempt to grow on me when it knows I fight hard. And I won't let it overcome me or my life

I have depression and anxiety (have for half my life) and now my kids are reaching that tween age and struggling to cope with their own anxieties and emotions. I can't help them because I haven't figured out to help myself yet. Some days i wish I never had them.

I have suffered from depression of and on my entire life, and I have no idea how to show emotions.

I once tried on my mothers clothes, I her son

I've cut in the past and when things are hard it takes everything in me not to again, the only thing that stops me is remembering how long the scars took to heal and how noticeable they were and that scares me, because I don't care about whether it's wrong or not I just care about hiding it