One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
@Laura
I was raped when I was 6 years old.
I never do my laundry correctly! I just throw 'em all in at once, no separation or tag reading
That i am feeling lonely and i am weak. That i need company... And i am depressed..
When I was being raped, I tried to imagine in my head that it was the Phantom of the Opera instead of my rapist because for some messed up reason that made it easier to get through it while it was happening.
Wow, I can't even believe I typed that out, let alone share it with people.
@Laura
I crave attention, so I don't know if I really need mental help.
I take things that are not mine from work. I hate myself for it. I justify it for not being paid what I want. I tell myself I deserve it. But I know it's not right. I wish I could stop. I've tried many times.
I never told anyone how depressed i am & i struggle everyday to get out of bed.
@generousMoon9614
i understand... Today I spent the entire day in my bed crying
@generousMoon9614 I feel this more often than I want too. It takes so much to not hide under the covers.
I tend to feel bad when it's not my fault.
I am a trainwreck behind a smile.
@WorkInProgress89. I completely understand how fast life goes & mind still stays in Place.
@generousMoon9614 I feel like I'm losing a race, but I am my own opponent at times... How do you cope?
@Laura ..is that Im now abusing pills...
