One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
I've never told anyone about my eating disorder...
i watch tons of YouTube videos and movies because they have all got better social lives than me
@Stormyberries6753
I do that too..Taylor, Selena or those fashion bloggers, and later feel sad for not being the same. I keep changing my room for it to look beautiful as there's bit it doesnt ever
@crimsonWillow6465 I change my room around a lot too, I feel like at least I have control over how my room looks
Once used money I raised for charity from friends and spent in on drinking and weed.
No matter what I say. I forgive and still love my parents deeply.
@Laura I tell everyone that my father has gone away but truth is that he kills himself in front of me... And now that I said that I feel worse than before..
@azureSea2566 killed*
One thing I have never told anyone is..... I was sexually assaulted by a female.
My cousin once stroked me with her feet, and then used her hands until i came. After she continued to squeeze it in her hands with lotion and wiggled her finger around my tip with her other hand even though I wasnt erect. She layed on the bed inbetween my legs smiling everytime i moved my hips or flexed my thing in her hands. It was hours of torture that continued over the course of a month. She would sneak up into my bunk bed since i was on top. I was 16, and she was 14. She would just play with it in her hands. The 2nd time she got under the covers with me i whispered "no, stop that" and tried pushing her out, but she would act like it was some game like an ADHD kid.She is a complete and total slut now (go figure, right?). And my first sexual expirence. I am now very closed in, and super shy around females. Especially when they smile, because it reminds me of her grinning watching me twist and jerk around. As I write this perverted story of my childhood i can remember holding the metal frame of the bed as she squished me around in her little hands full of coconut shae butter lotion shuddering and pulsing. The sparkle in her eyes the 2nd time will forever haunt me, and has left a feeling of wrong and disgust and rape.
Thank you for reading? I hope i can move on
@EricMeow25 wow man but I completely hear you. That's got to suck but not all girls are like that it be okay. First step to move on is accepting it and then not letting it hurt you anymore. She wasn't really in her head since she was young idk but you were young too. I guess she was curious but don't feel so bad and don't let it destroy your life you will get through this. We all have strange stories haha I have no idea what I am anymore. I'm like... Idk who I am anymore really. Got bullied turned me into like a sad person who has no idea what I am... Doesn't matter but hey I am trying move on to have faith if be okay
The thought of telling someone I'm suicidal is something I never want to do
For the longest Ive been insecure about the way I look, my height, my nose, my weight, the way I talk...I just didnt like myself and now Ive been working on myself and learning to fully like (and LOVE) every flaw and feature on my body :-)
@helpme423 That's really awesome :D
@LauraNobody knows that I had some very particular job.
