One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
@Laura
One thing I've never told anyone is that I can't remember the last time I've really loved myself. And I feel really bad for lying to the people around me. "I'm fine". Every single day.
@CallingDreams
so one day when someone who you trust asks answer the question with the truth. Sometimes it's good to just rant to a friend because they don't judge and neither do we here.
I feel like I never really belong anywhere even though I've traveled the world and met so many different people. I've always had a fear that people don't really care about me and that the thought of me never crosses their minds when I'm not physically there. Except for my family, but they don't know the real me so it feels like anyone who gets to know me finds me forgettable...
One thing I have never told anyone is that I am am not as strong and confident as I show everyone. I am actually very scared of pretty much everything. ( Especially being along and dieing alone).
Around a year and a half ago I told every one that I had an accident washing my dishes.... Only that was not even close!!! In the middle of the night I got up and went to the kitchen and took the biggest serrated butchers knife I had and with All the pain and abuse I had to endure all day every day I was ready to die. Literally so without even thr slitest hesitation I cut threw my artery and to the bone... It didn't hurt at all. But then all the blood is what snapped my mind back to wanting to live. I had a kitchen towel ducjed taped around my arm.I tried to tell my husband I needed help but he told no your just gonna die like the blank blank you are deserves!!! About 2 minutes later I fell unconscious amost 24 hours passed when I finally woke up. I was alone with both of our children sitting next to me in a giant puddle of my own blood. My poor angels!!!! They are the sweetest best most awesomely intelligent kids ever.... And they told me while they were still beyond distraught that I had died and left them alone so they prayed as hard as they could for God to fix me!!!! They were 3 and 5 years old. That is something I've never spoke even a whisper about before now. FYI....we escaped that life and now are able to spread our wings and fly free together... Forever!!! Thank God and I do thank God every day and afternoon and every night for my two guardian angels!!!! I really really needed this Today!!!! Thank you 7 cups. I love you guys I mean it!!!
Even though it makes me feel like an awful person, I fantasize about cheating on my husband.
I have a boat load of issues because child molestation is a thing.
@Maillos
wow
As much as I am kind and try my best to help people, I still secretly believe that I am not a good person.
Some days I really wish I was dead
@Tamerafran
Remember the days where were glad you weren't
I want hear my mom saying i love you son
*she do love me very much but she never said it to me
@Adan321q Sometimes you are the one who's gotta take the first step and open up, show some vulnerability. When mothers see their son hurting, they come to help him. I'm sure she's gonna listen to you if you tell her, good luck!
I feel my fear, anger, and sadness consume me. Some days it's harder to hide than others but I still manage to enjoy life. My desires to tell someone how I truly feel are interrupted with a fear of being labeled as weak. I'm at my wits end, I have no idea what to do.
@PoisonKeepersSyndicate
i feel the same way....it is hard but maybe you can spend that time alone with what truly makes you happy. For me it is the beach, swimming and hiking.