One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

i hate my life and everything about it and I just want to die

I am 100% percent serious about creating a tulpa.

i really don't know how to be alive if my parents pass away... that scares me :(

I dont know who i am anymore. I lost myself to meth

Even though on the outside I look like my life is going along just fine without a care in the world, on the inside I am falling apart and don't know how to stop it.

I am hurting, I find myself unable to forgive me. And I know he hates me, and doesn't want anything to do with me, and I fucked up pretty badly. But he moved on and doesn't think about me anymore, while I am here suffering from depression... I need some hope!

I often think of just... dying. How simple would that be? I mean, he is my souldmate and I fucked up. I would've been able to move on if I knew it wasn't my fault but... it is. And I can't live with myself today.

Iv never told anyone that they are ugly

@Laura

After a year and a half I still believe she's coming back I still believe I'm worth something to her and that this depression will end.

I feel so lonely. No one wants me. People say at least your parents love you...but I live with a fostee family