One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

I am a human

Is that I'm afraid to be alone .

While the "never told anyone" part is not all true... I feel like two people, I'm an alpha male at work, but when I'm home I want to feel pretty and womanly, so I wear skirts and generally am submissive in my relationship. My GF is supportive, but I don't think she really likes it, because our physical intimacy has become non-existant. I don't know if I can keep it up, because it's tearing me apart.

I'm 17 18 next month and still wet the bed unknowingly

I feel awful I left my verbally abusive husband because I feel that I deserved how he treated me.

I really love it when it rains.

I am afraid of being alone

I was raped when I was 8

That i was sexualy abused at school, in year one.

As much as I can't stand my father I still desperately wish he was a big part of my life