One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}

I never told anyone I figured out how to masturbate at the age of 10, thanks to an online perv, and did it in secret for a long time.

I never told anyone that I just want to die or run away I try but at the very last minute I get scared to I even fail at trying to disappear

One thing I've learned from this website is that it's totally fine to be down in the dumps sometimes. What's not okay is letting yourself stay there and not do anything about it. So, when you're feeling down, I know it's hard, but you have to find the strength from somewhere inside you to get back up and face the world. I know it sounds impossible to do something, but once you get started, it's really easy to keep going on your path of healing.

That I'm scared to leave my house. i work.myself.into a panic before I even step.out the door. it's a miserable feeling. I sweat , my heart races and I feel weak. no one else in our small town of 2,000 would ever believe that cause I use to either run or walk 6 mi daily and when I see people I'm always smiling and talkative. I've never met a stranger. So people have no clue I struggle with this. Yes they are aware of my bipolar but I use to have alil better control on it.I just want to feel.good again. Also Ivery never told anyone how scared I am of.others opinions of me. I just want everyone to get along.

How weird I feel. It's hard for me to explain to other people because it's hard for to figure out what I'm feeling myself and I feel like they might think I'm crazy. I feel dark, dizzy, I can't focus, and I feel sick and to the point where idk if I want to take it any longer

I'm always lonely because I'm missing connections with people who I need.

I was diagnosed with an incurable disease and I absolutely disgust myself

I was raped a while back, still have flashbacks until this day. Still haunts me... I still see him ( the one who did it) and act like nothing happened

i can't even say it...

One thing I never told anyone is that I have my own world in my head and imaginary friends. It's my escape from everything.