One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
The one thing I have never told anyone is really how hard it is to get up each day, how hard it is to go to my job and concentrate on my work when my mind is doing everything it can to disrupt my life, the reason I've never told anyone is no one understands I already have enough trouble coping myself, and to tell someone about what's going on in my mind would cause me more trouble than it's worth. How do you explain to someone what's going on when you really don't know yourself.
@daydreamer52
I have a hard time explaining specific things going on in my head, but I can help explain anxiety so that those who don't understand might come to a better understanding. There are also some great picture quotes to help explain what your mind is doing so you don't have to feel like you have to hide it. Would you like me to help you write something out? Or show you some picture quotes that might help explain it?
@daydreamer52 we are both in this together. I feel you 192928%
One thing I have never told anyone is that I tend to develop feelings for men younger than me, which makes me think that I'm kinda weird. Probably because I'm more reserved around older men. I can be my happy, cheerful self around younger men (somehow), and this usually makes them more open and comfortable around me. And then I get attracted to their personality.
@cherishchange28 It's not weird, that's just your preference and comfort. Maybe something you associate these groups of people with.
I find I get annoyed and have little patience with men wearing suits, maybe because the people, when wearing a suit, have behaved as jerks. It has nothing to do with their line of work or status because I interact the same way with people regardless of status.
Women as bosses, now that's terrible, the majority of women who have been my supervisor, don't tend to like me much, I haven't figured out how to work around that. Thank goodness, most of my supervisors have been men, they are so much more chill.
@reservedexcitment I'm sad that you have a tough time with your female superiors. I've had a few lady bosses too - mostly caring, but one was pretty ambitious and worked me to the core. I guess if things are ok on the professional level e.g. she doesn't prevent your work from getting done, then that's fine. Personally, I'm content to be an ally with my boss - I'll save my friendship for others.
I have never told anyone they were out of options.
That I have a very very dark side and I'm afraid I might completely lose myself someday
Is how far down i really went in destroying my life completely. How devastated i became after my wife cheated an hurt me. I talk to some but never disclosed how bad i was an how close to the edge i became. But one person on here really saved me by talking me through things. An with a help pulled me back. I am far from better. But far from being stupid again. I dont feel like that anymore an my kids also saved me. Knowing they sided with me over their mom an what she did. But this is far from over , maybe just the eye of the storm.
One thing I have never told anyone is i like masturbating. I like taking nude pics. And I dont want it anymore. I want to stop but I cant and I dont know what to do. I am scared that this is controlling me. I dont even know if I could tell myself that I am trying to stop cause whenever I feel it, it feels like I dont want this to stop. But I really do.
One thing that even the closest person to me...... does not know.... I hate now, and always have.... hate me, and my life.... do not see it changing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Statistically with everything that has happened in my life and compairing it with profiles of different types of people there is a 600% chance I should have offed myself by now and a 200% chance I should have gone postal and I have yet to do either.
I think I'm asexual
I molested as a child
